Shout

I am struck by the pull of the public and private. Knowing everything versus trusting in the unknown. In the age of sharing, and social media, I find myself torn. How to be in the present moment? How much to give outwards? It is a decision Mike & I have been...

Spring rainbow

I have a growing baby in my belly that will join us in early April 2016. For months I have been cautious, and for several years I have wondered if this time would come. In these final weeks I feel the practiced swipes, thumps and pivots of movement. Mike croons Lyle...

Balance

Sometimes I feel like I’m going about my days reduced. Like the front of me has been carved out, or like my left arm is missing. I’m a mother of two babies that aren’t here, but should be. I long for them to be here. They would have melted many...