by tess | Feb 1, 2017 | Flowers, Flowers Heal
I am struck by the pull of the public and private. Knowing everything versus trusting in the unknown. In the age of sharing, and social media, I find myself torn. How to be in the present moment? How much to give outwards? It is a decision Mike & I have been faced...
by tess | Mar 14, 2016 | Flowers, Flowers Heal
I have a growing baby in my belly that will join us in early April 2016. For months I have been cautious, and for several years I have wondered if this time would come. In these final weeks I feel the practiced swipes, thumps and pivots of movement. Mike croons Lyle...
by tess | Jul 22, 2015 | Flowers, Flowers Heal
Sometimes I feel like I’m going about my days reduced. Like the front of me has been carved out, or like my left arm is missing. I’m a mother of two babies that aren’t here, but should be. I long for them to be here. They would have melted many...